| Gaby's Testimony
I
was born and raised in Buenos Aires, Argentina. I believe I could define
my background as non-practicing Catholic. Most people in Argentina (like
in Italy) are nominal Catholics and do not make their teachings part of
their daily lives. As a child I recall my brother (ten years my senior)
being involved in a ministry at the local church, but after some time his
interest faded away. We attended church only on selected dates throughout
the year.
Growing up I remember having
a consciousness of God and his presence in my daily activities. This communication
with the Creator was very much personal, but I didn't find ways to feed
this need to know more about Him. Questions like the futility of life,
wars, the certainty of death and especially the sadness of the "not-to-be"
on this Earth one day bothered me.
I felt the longing to be
closer to God, but religion offered only a detached approach to Him; a
message of guilt and penitence was all I heard from the pulpit at our local
church. The Bible was hard to understand and boring. It actually didn't
make any sense. I felt like the words had been so misused by the ritual
of the Mass that it was hard to bring them back to their original meaning.
Many years after, in 1999,
I moved to Torino and began attending the English-speaking service at the
Waldese Church (part of that congregation eventually started what today
we know as the International Church of Torino). That was my first ever
approach to a protestant Church. Everything was so different from what
I had seen before. The congregation was so lively and friendly, each one
had their own Bible and the Pastor preached sermons that were not about
generalities of life, but actually used Bible passages to support his message.
These sermons brought the Word of God to life, a Word that was now very
powerful and reached my soul like it never had before.
Lydia (who later became my
wife) gave me a Bible in English and I started reading from Genesis. The
words written there suddenly came to life and their meaning was very clear
and exciting to learn. I began praying on a daily basis, now with a better
understanding of who God was. My eyes were opened to the reality of Jesus
Christ and His presence throughout the whole Bible, not just on the red
letters of Jesus' words in the Gospels. A strong sense of "undeserved grace"
filled my heart when I understood Jesus' sacrifice for me on the cross.
The awareness of God's grace in my life has since then been very strong.
Since coming to trust in
Christ I feel a more complete person. I want to learn more about Jesus
and His purpose for my life. I enjoy studying the Bible and spending time
with other believers. Life is lived under a different perspective, one
that values every moment as unique and searches for God's guidance at every
step. To tell the truth though, in my personal experience the daily
routine can make a person lose focus on Christ. I am faced with many temptations
that lead me away from Jesus' example and teachings. It really feels awful
when I realize that my actions are far from being a good example to others.
When this happens, I feel the need to go back to God and ask for forgiveness
in Jesus' name. 1 John 8-9 says "If we claim to be without sin, we deceive
ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful
and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness."
As bad as the world might look today, I believe the most difficult part
to live as a Christian is to examine my own self in the light of the Bible.
Most people see things they don't like about the world we live in today.
But acknowledging my own sin and asking Jesus to help us walk through life
is the key that opens the door to God's abundant grace. Romans 5:8 says
"But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still
sinners, Christ died for us." Amen. |